While I have listened to folk artist Jensen McRae’s sophomore album – which dropped in its entirety on Friday, April 25th – I Don’t Know How But They Found Me! in part a few times at this point, I have yet to sit down with the body of work from beginning to end. The album’s title itself is a Back to the Future quote, perhaps the standalone lighthearted aspect of this sonic adventure.
Here, my unapologetic thoughts as I experienced this heavy, beautiful 11-track masterpiece.
To note, the album was born from a period of time in McRae’s life and is semi-autobiographical. “More than anything, I am grateful to have made this album as a record of my transition into real womanhood,” she explains. “It’s me processing girlhood, with all its attendant naïveté and guilelessness and resistance to change, and emerging as an adult who is capable of forgiveness and transformation and measured optimism.”
The work begins with 2 minute, 48 second track “The Rearranger,” which effortlessly gives voice to the feeling of emptiness in a relationship (or, for some, situationship) that does not make plans. To me, this song is about a relationship that seems to have most everything you want, but feels slightly off.
“I Can Change Him” hit me the hardest on first listen. The song tells a story of a smitten relationship that can only get so far without forward momentum and change. We have all been in a relationship (or several) that presents its issues to work on together and through. The hope in McRae’s voice as the chorus comes in:
Maybe I, maybe I just love him Maybe I, maybe I just think All he needs is a little something Maybe that little something’s me Maybe I’ll be his exception And I’ll never be the same Maybe I, maybe I could change him Unless he doesn’t want to change
But you can’t expect yourself to be the change someone else needs in their life. They have to be willing to change, which is why the “Unless he doesn’t want to change” is so heartbreaking. It is almost as though, over the duration of the song, the narrator is coming to a slow realization that the only true thing she has change over is herself.
More heartbreak comes in third track “Savannah,” which was released alongside a Rena Johnson directed and produced video. The song – and its accompanying video – questions alternate life outcomes based on boundaries and how you make decisions in your life. You can acknowledge what once was and what could have been while also creating a life of your own design, and this song really drives that truth home.
Fourth track “Daffodils” examines a relationship plagued with substance abuse, the push and pull of the life that supports. From one line to the next, this dichotomy keeps the narrator in this cycle of bad to good on repeat, when everyone deserves better.
Anyone who has ever been a rule follower may identify with the lyrics of “Let Me Be Wrong,” which feels a bit revolutionary and positive when compared to its predecessors. The rasp in McRae’s vocals hits correctly at the end of the verses, as she encourages people to let her learn her own way. This song has Top 40 potential written all over it, something we can all get behind at the level of The Chicks or Shania Twain.
The cadence to this song is absolutely magnetic, as Jensen McRae sings “Novelty” with her velvety vocals. She tells it like it is in this track, fully aware that some people are into the novelty of a person, environment, or otherwise. And, worse off, she has been in this place before. Having any type of relationship with someone who isn’t invested in you as a human being can subdue the entire thrill of dating, and you can feel the ice and indifference as it comes to its conclusion.
“I Don’t Do Drugs” slows things down and simplifies them a bit. Singing of how healing isn’t linear, patterns permeate, and the familiar can be addictive, this is an eye-opening piece of art at just 2 minutes and 19 seconds in length.
After hearing “Tuesday,” I was wondering how Jensen could have possibly survived a one-sided relationship as severe is this — how anyone could. But this song also stirs up feelings in people who have felt unseen in their families, friendships, or romantic partnerships. With such conviction, this ballad is specific, intense, and relatable. Unkempt in some ways, it is tinged with fire from her emotions and the rasp in her vocals.
“Mother Wound” hits pivotal aspects of successful relationships — communication and expectation management (which, to its credit, comes from communication). For an artist who has referenced Biblical text and Jesus in other songs on this record, her ability to “read your cards right” and tap into intuition in other lines throughout this album encourages open-minded spirituality and trust, almost. This song is one of those times.
“Praying For Your Downfall” could be a take down track, as vindictive as I would be given the circumstances. However, the beauty in it is that she reads him for trash in the lyrics. Lines like “keep whistling, boy, I was never your dog” hit with an unrelenting attitude that she has more than earned. She repeats “I don’t need to see you fall down” as she releases her energy from the negativity. The bridge brings us out light as a feather, layered in a way you would almost expect from HAIM.
She ends the album with fan favorite “Massachusetts,” a track that gave her a little bit more momentum with listeners. The immediate reference to Batman hooked me when I saw her perform it on Kimmel (directly after Ben Affleck was a guest), but the idea of affiliating an entire place with a person is what kept my attention. As someone who has had the fortune of living in and traveling to many places, I associate these places with people and memories.
Every young relationship leaves stamps on your heart. Marks on your memory. But that doesn’t mean you have to keep it. You can keep the good, and release yourself from what belittled you and told you that you didn’t meet its expectations. This entire album is both a testament to the pain that so many people go through while they learn themselves and their partners, and a beacon for people who are nostalgic for sweet memories that didn’t necessarily pan out.
I Don’t Know How But They Found Me! is a massive feat of strength… for McRae and all of her collaborators. Listen to it dancing around your room on a rainy day, in an air conditioned metro car on your way to a weekend spot, or with the windows down in the sunshine. It will deliver an exuberance to your nervous system that outweighs the empathic, heavy nature of it all — and validates anything you have been through or are currently experiencing.
You are in for a treat with this five minute and nine second track from Los Angeles native Marina Sakimoto’s rock project Shunkan. It begins at a bit of a trudge, but the composition becomes lighter, more encouraging as it progresses. It is equally hopeful, tragic, and contemplative, full of thoughts many of us have had. Audibly, it is both dark and light, playing with the emotional turbulence of her inner thoughts and, in turn, the listener’s inner thoughts and critiques.
Admits Sakimoto of the track:
Originally, “Prettier” didn’t have a chorus like it does now, and Alex [Newport] really encouraged me to find a melody that would complement the rest of the song. I naturally gravitate toward writing bubblegum hooks, and I was worried it might become limiting—but I’ve learned to lean into my strengths while still feeling free to explore. Prettier feels like an exposed nerve, but I hope it resonates with anyone else who feels like they don’t fit into conventions.
Being “prettier” is subjective, and comparison truly is the thief of joy.
It is no surprise that FOX’s “New Girl” was a fast and easy television hit. With its fun storyline, quirky one-liners, and handsome young cast, it infiltrated the hearts of many—and left a legacy that has people quoting it back and forth into infinity.
Jess, Winston, Coach, and Nick were all amazing gems, but we have to give the funny bone award to Schmidt, if there were such a thing, of course. His quick jokes, his awkward sincerity, and his weird mannerisms always had us silent giggling. (Which ultimately means he takes our breath away, does it not?)
In a bout of nostalgia – and to honor my cat Schmidt, who has become a mascot of sorts for several publications I have been at the helm of – here is a list I wrote in 2012 with the 25 best Schmidt-isms of that year. (Although, we don’t believe any of them will top September 2011’s “You’ve got some Schmidt on your face”. Even dad’s quote that one.) You can thank us later.
“Guess whose personalized condoms just arrived!” – Season 1, Episode 10
“Damn it! I can’t find my driving moccasins anywhere!” – Season 1, Episode 10
“Coincidentally, I’m wearing my lap dance pants!” – Season 1, Episode 10
“Can someone please get my towel? It’s in my room next to my Irish walking cape!” – Season 1, Episode 11
“What if I ate my own hair and pooped out a wig?” – Season 1, Episode 12
“This is a horrible neighborhood. There are youths everywhere!” – Season 1, Episode 13
“You know where that puts you in six months? Watching It’s Complicated on DVD while you cradle your newborn baby to sleep. And guess what! It’s not complicated. It’s about a bunch of rich white people who are remodeling their kitchen.” – Season 1, Episode 13
“‘Outliers’ — you should read it. Malcolm Gladwell. It’s one of my desert island books, along with Machiavelli’s ‘The Prince,’ ‘Freak’ by John Leguizamo, any of the scripts from the first season of ‘Vampire Diaries,’ a little ‘Phantom Tollbooth…’” – Season 1, Episode 13
“I’m like a sexual snowflake. Each night with me is a unique experience.” – Season 1, Episode 14
“I’m gonna have to run all the way home, and I have my slipperiest loafers on!” – Season 1, Episode 16
“You’re listening to the radio and writing with a pen? What decade are we in?” – Season 1, Episode 20
“Would you line up around the corner if the iPhone was called ‘the slippery germ brick’?” – Season 1, Episode 20
“An Indian-Jewish baby? Who wouldn’t want that? Think about the bone structure!” – Season 1, Episode 21
“Old people freak me out. With their hands and their legs. They’re like the people version of pleated pants.” – Season 1, Episode 23
“Backsliding is what happens after a clean break. When you freak out and you go crawling back and you make everything messy and horrible.” – Season 1, Episode 23
“Can you believe the zoo wouldn’t let me borrow their white tiger? I mean, the nerve! Philip Seymour Hoffman is going to be sitting at the back of the party thinking, ‘Look at that guy. He couldn’t even get a big cat.’” – Season 2, Episode 1
“Winston, your sister got so hot! I’m gonna have to Shaq attack her! May I have your blessing? Because I’m gonna be like dribbling up the court, illegal sexual foul – boom! Illegal use of hands – boom!” –Season 2, Episode 2
“Winston, you’ve been staring at this girl for 5 minutes. Please tell me you’re checking her out, otherwise you’re a serial killer. Which would explain a lot.” – Season 2, Episode 3
“If you track my trajectory I’m gonna live to be 123 years old. Hello, Robot Sex.” – Season 2, Episode 4
“Without sex, she’s not your girlfriend. She’s a friend you buy meals for.” – Season 2, Episode 6
“We sold our qualms. We used the profits to by perfect bodies.” – Season 2, Episode 7
“There’s a fine line between sexual harassment and something awesome.” – Season 2, Episode 7
“You are a gynecologist and a lesbian. This makes you a vagenius.” – Season 2, Episode 9
“I can’t believe I have to have feelings to have good sex. I thought I’d be dead before that happened.” – Season 2, Episode 9
“I don’t celebrate Christmas. Or, as I like to call it, ‘White Anglo Saxon Winter Privilege Night’.” – Season 2, Episode 11
Max McNown sold out two back-to-back nights at the Bowery Ballroom, a triumphant success for any new artist playing NYC. There was, however, just one problem.
A certain, then-unnamed artist needed the venue, bumping McNown’s shows on February 11th and 12th over to the larger Irving Plaza. This wasn’t the worst thing to occur; if anything, more fans would be able to attend, and as McNown’s popularity continues to grow daily, the larger the venue, the better.
McNown’s people knew that the artist had to be huge; to be bumped like that would make no sense otherwise. After some inquiries, their hunch had been confirmed: Sir Paul McCartney would be playing two unannounced, intimate shows and wanted the Bowery Ballroom for those nights specifically, as February 11th was the 61st anniversary of the Beatles’ first show in the United States in Washington, D.C.
McCartney was quite apologetic, offering McNown tickets to his shows. However, McNown notes that despite wanting to go, he felt he had to be responsible: “I honestly wish I could have pulled it off…I always say touring is a job and there were too many people counting on me to play my own show to skip out on it. But yes, ‘tempted’ is an understatement.’”
Irving Plaza was packed on February 11th, and it was clear that being bumped had worked in McNown’s favor. The sheer number of fans was startling, and all were armed with cell phones at the ready, flooding into the front. Further, the crowd was one of all ages, a smattering of a few young children in addition to teenagers and older adults.
McNown opened the show by casually sitting on the side of the stage, just a few feet from the barricade. The audience, rapt, was elated at the intimacy, as if McNown were merely hanging out with his friends. Faces lit up, as did phones, and the show was in full swing as McNown stood and proceeded to make his way to the stage’s center. Ripping into “Love I’ve Got Left,” his second song of the night, the lights burst bright as McNown’s vocals washed over the crowd. An upbeat, anthemic tune, “Love I’ve Got Left” is a standout on McNown’s LP, Wandering, as is his breakout hit, “A Lot More Free,” a track about breaking up with someone, yet subsequently realizing the silver lining. This is the track that put him on the map, introducing his music to TikTok and going viral.
The show consisted of songs off his latest LP, Night Diving, in addition to Wandering and Willfully Blind. McNown is a force to be reckoned with, and this is just the beginning.
Jason Statham is back doing what Jason Statham does best: playing a seemingly ordinary man with extraordinary combat skills, an unshakable demeanor, and an uncanny ability to dispatch bad guys with ease. Unfortunately, A Working Man brings nothing new to the table, making it feel like a lesser version of his previous films, particularly The Beekeeper and Wrath of Man.
The biggest problem with this film isn’t just that Statham is on autopilot—it’s that everything around him is, too. The villains are so cartoonishly over-the-top that they never feel like a real threat. Instead of creating tension or danger, they come off as caricatures, making the action feel hollow. A good action film needs a strong antagonist to balance its hero, but here, Statham’s character is never truly challenged.
Another major misstep is how Statham’s character (whose name is so forgettable that I may as well just keep calling him Jason Statham) ascends the ranks of the criminal underworld. The way he maneuvers through their organization is so convoluted and nonsensical that it quickly becomes distracting. A good B-movie thrives on simplicity and tight execution, but this one gets bogged down in unnecessary complications that don’t add up.
Perhaps the most disappointing aspect of A Working Man is that it comes from director David Ayer, who has proven he can deliver gritty, engaging action with films like Fury and last year’s The Beekeeper. Here, though, the script’s glaring holes, uninspired storytelling, and lack of a real challenge for its lead weigh everything down.
While Statham has made a career out of playing the same type of character, this time, it just doesn’t land. There’s a fine line between consistency and stagnation, and A Working Man unfortunately falls on the wrong side of it. For longtime fans of Statham’s brand of action, this might still be a serviceable watch, but for anyone hoping for something fresh or engaging, it’s a letdown.
The wait begins: the inimitable CMAT, goddess of all things superlative, campy, and twangy has announced her forthcoming LP, Euro-Country, out on August 29th. The first single, “Running/Planning,” is out on streaming services now, as well as an incredible video. As she explains to NME:
‘Running/Planning’ is about having to chase your own tail to be good enough to exist. It’s an abstracted view of societal pressure on women – specifically through a relationship lens: You start dating someone, you get engaged, you get married, you have kids etc., etc., etc… everything has to follow this linear pattern. (That’s the reason for the repetitive chorus!).
She expands: “And the minute you don’t follow that path, your mam starts giving out to you. That narrow path that everyone is supposed to be on…the minute you get outside of that, it gets incredibly stressful. And I don’t know anyone who is like, ‘Yeah, love this!’”
Typically CMAT, she has been gleefully running around London, plastering every inanimate object she come across or that takes her fancy with CMAT stickers. Emblazoned with the font of her new album cover, dodging prosecution and penalties, CMAT’s Instagram stories show every part of the journey. Her latest concoction is a sticker that reads “Lord, let that Tesla crash.”
May 23rd – Wide Awake Festival, London, UK May 25th – Neighbourhood Festival, Warrington, UK Jun 5th – Primavera, Barcelona, ESP Jun 6th – London Stadium, London, UK * Jun 12th – St James Park, Newcastle, UK * Jun 14th – St James Park, Newcastle, UK * Jun 15th – St James Park, Newcastle, UK * Jun 27th – Glastonbury, UK Jul 12th – NOS, Lisbon, POR Jul 26th – Truck Festival, Oxfordshire, UK Jul 27th – Tramlines Festival, Sheffield, UK Aug 1st – Belladrum Tartan Heart, Belladrum, UK Aug 2nd – All Together Now, Waterford, IRE Aug 7th – Syd For Solen, Copenhagen, DEN Aug 8th – Way Out West, Gothenburg, SWE Aug 14th – Cabaret Vert – Charleville Mezeries, FR Aug 15th – Lowlands, Biddinghuizen, NL Aug 16th – Green Man Festival, Crickhowell, UK Aug 28th – Boucher Playing Fields, Belfast, UK * Oct 2nd – O2 Academy Brixton, London, UK Oct 4th – Academy, Manchester, UK Oct 5th – O2 Academy, Leeds, UK Oct 6th – NX, Newcastle, UK Oct 9th – Barrowland Ballroom, Glasgow, UK Oct 12th – Rock City, Nottingham, UK Oct 13th – Corn Exchange, Cambridge, UK Oct 15th – Dome Concert Hall, Brighton, UK Oct 16th – O2 Institute, Birmingham, UK Oct 17th – UEA, Norwich, UK Oct 19th – Octagon, Sheffield, UK Oct 20th – O2 Academy, Bristol, UK Dec 5th – 3Arena, Dublin, IRE
Ah, SXSW—the annual pilgrimage where sleep is optional, lines are inevitable (unless you have a fancy badge like me), and discovering your new favorite band is just a wrong turn away. This year, I had the honor of being a Music Mentor, which basically meant I got to skip a bunch of lines and pretend I knew what I was talking about. Between catching insane live sets, running into nerdcore legends, and witnessing a band perform with actual puppets, it was a week of pure, beautiful madness. Here’s my completely unfiltered, sleep-deprived recap.
Nothing like an early morning flight from TPA to AUS to remind you that sleep is for
the weak.First stop: badge pickup. This year, I was a Music Mentor, which means I was an “Official Speaker.” This also means I had the SXSW equivalent of a Disney Fastpass and could waltz past lines like a VIP.After securing my golden ticket, I hit SXSW Songs at Arlyn Studios, an
international songwriting camp where artists, producers, and songwriters from all over the world
come together to create magic. It’s one of the best-kept secrets of SXSW—like a hidden level in a video game.First show of the week? Japanese heavy metal band Gokumon. They had
synchronized dance moves, headbanging, their own hype person, and even projected lyrics in both Japanese and English. Their soundcheck was so serious I half expected a NASA countdown. 10/10, would headbang again.People say “Rock is Dead” while a Japanese band absolutely destroys a venue in Austin, Texas, in front of a mostly Japanese audience. Yeah… rock’s fine, guys. Maybe you just need to leave the US.“Hey man, are you a Bucs fan?” “Nah cuz, the hat just goes with the shoes.”It doesn’t get any more Austin than Bob Schneider, who’s been playing at Saxon Pub
every Monday for 26 years. I caught him not at Saxon, but performing a few songs for a live
radio broadcast on Sun Radio.Randomly ran into MC Frontalot, a nerdcore hip-hop pioneer (per Wikipedia, the
most trusted source of SXSW bathroom line debates). We had a full conversation before I
realized who he was. Later, I tried to watch his documentary, Nerdcore Rising, on the flight
home… but, plot twist: it’s not on streaming.Thanks to MC Frontalot, I caught British duo Alt Blk Era at Parish. Easily one of the best sets of the week. Their stage was a fog machine’s dream, and their lyrics included gems
like: “She’s snorting cocaine every other weekend / She’s partly insane, she’s my drummer’s
girlfriend.” Poetry.Hardcore Montreal band Truck Violence performed like they had a personal vendetta against silence. I respect the energy.Saw the amazing Quelle Rox at the very fancy Driskill Hotel during a party hosted by
Notorious Noise and The Luna Collective—two badass, women-run companies with
impeccable taste. Nothing says “rock and roll” like a luxurious chandelier above a mosh pit. Baths played in direct sunlight at Flood Magazine’s Floodfest, making it the
Hottest Set at SXSW (literally). We all barely survived. This was my annual reminder to drink
water.Irish post-punk band Gurriers played next and proved why they were one of the
most hyped bands this year. With 35% of SXSW bands coming from overseas, it felt like Austin became the most cultured city in Texas.Tried to see Dead Gowns at Cheer Up Charlie’s. This is as close as I got.The Creem Mag/Third Man Records Showcase was a masterclass in chaos, but
Brooklyn’s TVOD (Television Overdose) took the crown. They played 13 shows in 6 days, which is either legendary or a cry for help.Met Sons of Sevilla at a party early in the week. They told me about their set at the
Space Agency party, so I made it a point to check them out. Glad I did—great music, great
guys. Also, this is your reminder to talk to strangers (at SXSW, not in dark alleys).Speaking of the Space Agency party, the wildest set of the week came from
Worn-Tin and the Freak Nature Puppets. Yes, puppets. The crowd lost their minds. I can’t
even explain it, and honestly, I don’t want to.Acid Baby Jesus packed Hotel Vegas to the point where it was one in, one out the
entire set. I was shoved into a wall but accepted my fate. Greek psych rock waits for no one.Jasmine.4.t ended their set with a System of a Down cover, which instantly made
them my new favorite band.Before heading to the airport, I had to catch Frankie and the Witch Fingers. They
were the most talked-about band at SXSW, and somehow I had scheduling conflicts every time
they played—except for this one last set at the BrooklynVegan party. Perfect way to close out
the madness.
SXSW TLDR:
Rock is alive and well
Hydration is essential
Nerdcore legends walk among us
Puppets belong in live music
My SXSW Fastpass badge was the real MVP
See you next year, Austin.
About the Author: Randy Ojeda is an entertainment attorney dedicated to protecting the rights of musicians and creatives. As the founder of Randy Ojeda Law, he provides legal counsel on contracts, intellectual property, and business matters, helping artists navigate the complexities of the music industry. A graduate of Loyola University Chicago School of Law and a member of The Florida Bar, Randy combines his legal expertise with real-world industry experience. He is also the CEO and Co-Founder of Cigar City Management, an artist management company, and the host of Cigar City Radio, a podcast featuring interviews with musicians and industry professionals. Follow Randy @realrandyojeda https://www.randyojedalaw.com/
If you haven’t heard of Paper Suit, you might be feeling a little left out right now. But the fact of the matter is, Paper Suit is just now being brought into the fold. Launched just last month, the five-artist collective is a collaborative project between internet friends who also happen to be rappers. Together, they blend their styles, intonations, and perspectives to make this a beautiful and fun experience for all.
We sat down to get to know the guys recently, and it inspired an interview series. Tune in to part one below, and let us know what you think of the new project on Instagram!
Petoskey, Michigan bred folk-rock quartet Michigan Rattlers – expertly comprised of Graham Young, Adam Reed, Christian Wilder, and Anthony Audia – is probably showing up close to you sometime soon. They mounted a three-month tour in February, and don’t show any signs of slowing down. We got a few minutes to catch up with lead singer Graham Young ahead of their March 12th show in Kansas City.
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Was there a moment when you realized you wanted to pursue music as more than a hobby?
Graham: I feel like I’ve always kind of been somebody that goes all in. When I was a kid, probably between the ages of 5 and 11, I played hockey and I was going to play in the NHL. It wasn’t just for fun.
Then I got a guitar for my 12th birthday and I’ve seen some live ACDC videos. I needed to get a guitar because that’s what I wanted to do. I needed to be in a band and play a big stage and be a guitar player. So it was kind of like, from the moment I started it was all I wanted to do. And do it seriously.
It really was never a hobby to begin with. I went in full steam ahead.
That’s incredible, to just know in your bones. You found your people pretty quickly too, yeah?
Graham: I grew up in a small town so there weren’t that many kids and people around. Seemed like I got a guitar and Tony – everybody that’s in the band now – we’ve all been playing together in some iteration since we were 12 or 13 years old.
Part of it too, where we grew up the school band program was pretty intense and pretty respected and we were all part of that. Kind of going to school every day and playing music and learning different instruments. Saxophone was my first instrument. All the other guys played percussion. You’d go to the band room every day from 6th grade to 12th grade and play that. Then after school we’d kind of do the rock band thing. Playing music together was always part of what we did.
I’m just happy your region had resources to be hard! That’s amazing. Over the years – and maybe even more recently – how have you noticed your music shift and maybe your approach to it?
Graham: When we first started the band it was really a bunch of songs I had written by myself in my bedroom. It was just me and a guitar. That was kind of where it started, then as personnel expanded and instrumentation expanded, you just kind of are able to do more things. It was kind of a natural evolution in terms of how we create the music, what it sounds like. And there’s a little bit of an audience too. It’s not something you like to think about, but it does certainly factor.
When you think about creating this body of work, I feel like we are far enough down the road a little bit – almost like 10 years – and you can kind of get a bird’s eye view of where we were and where we’re going and kind of take that into consideration.
I did feel more connected to this third album. It is such a journey, is there a particular song on this release you identify with the most or have a story about?
Graham: Good question. I mean, all of them. For us, as a band, I think it’s true that this third album does feel kind of like the first album that we really made in the way that we wanted to make it. We really took our time with it, with the songs. Some of these songs started in Covid, 2020, 2021. It took years to kind of shape them in these different ways.
The title track, “Waving From A Sea,” is pretty important to me. In the past I didn’t do a lot of rewriting. I was kind of just like “This is how it is.” But with “Waving From A Sea,” we were in Burlington, Vermont on tour and had a couple of days off. I was sitting in the Air BNB and had a moment. I had the guitar out and was flipping through some notebooks and just fell upon some lyrics from… I don’t even know how long ago I’d written them. And it was kind of like a verse. And I was like, “Well, this is pretty sweet” and then just started messing around with it. So it was a process of finding these old bits I’d completely forgotten about and working with them. It kind of sparked this new feeling to just take these and run with them. So that was that song.
And “Heaven,” sonically and phonetically, was one of the touchstones for this album. Just the bigger, more filled out sound with the synths and guitars. And the idea of just kind of not living in this weird, nostalgic past and not being in this anxious, uncertain future. Just telling yourself; “You’re living right now and your life is going to be over soon, you’re going to be really pissed that you missed it.” You’re here, in Paris, with a beautiful lady. So let’s live here and not worry about what’s coming next. So that was kind of “Heaven.”
The little spoken outro was something too. We got some gear this time so I was able to do some recording and demos on my own. We had kind of been going in and out of the studio here in Nashville. I was just at home and I felt like there needed to be something at the end. So I was messing around with this weird spoken, half sung thing that I would have been way too embarrassed to do in the studio with everyone else just watching me try this thing. Since I was by myself, I was just having fun. And I was like, “Oh shit, this is actually pretty sweet.” So I was able to take a chance and if it sucked, I was the only one that knew about it. So that was kind of a fun piece of it.
It turned out so well, too! What a lesson in confidence. Speaking of “Heaven,” how did the concept for the video come about, or do you have any stories from set?
Graham: The “Heaven” video was directed by my girlfriend, Ally Bernstein. And then her friend and our friend, Shelby Goldstein who has taken a bunch of photos for us over the years. We were doing things on this album we hadn’t done and we wanted to create this world visually too. We knew “Heaven” was gonna be one of those singles and really it was just kind of Ally and Shelby who came up with the concept of it.
Kind of in tandem, though, we shot “Heaven” and “Gridlock” on the same day in the exact same spot. We didn’t have a ton of money, we shot it in LA and Shelby had some connections. It was a whole crew, it was a real deal production which was really fun. We did the “Heaven” video around 11am and finished at 4pm. And then we reset and did “Gridlock” after that. So they are kind of connected in this way where it’s kind of “Heaven” and then “Gridlock” kind of descends into this dark red, hellish vibe.
[The “Heaven” video] was fun [to make]. It’s easy to have fun when you’re playing, it’s a little strange when you’re lip syncing and dancing around and trying to vibe out in front of the camera with a bunch of people watching.
You are NOT wrong! Michigan Rattlers are stopping thru KC on March 12. Anything you’re looking forward to?
Graham: We’ve been to Kansas City a handful of times. It’s one of those places where it took a couple times to feel like we had kind of broken through in a certain sense. The last time we were there was definitely the best turnout. But yeah, Kansas City was fun. I feel like we always go to Arthur Bryant’s, so done that 2 or 3 times. Everywhere we go we try to find good food and a bookstore or something.
Fantastic! Now, you all started tour already and you’re going through, more or less, the middle of May. How did you prepare yourself for that?
Graham: I feel like I’m still preparing, we’re still figuring it out. We did a lot of rehearsal. Outside rehearsal, you just have to do it live and figure it out. We have been touring for a while, so we kind of know what we’re getting into with these long stretches. It has been a while, we didn’t do much touring last year at all. This is the first time in a while that we have really hit it hard.
You just take it a day at a time and you try to treat it like you’re waking up and doing it at home. Don’t treat it too differently. Find the little things to make yourself comfortable.
Any items you have to have with you on the road?
Graham: Healthyish bars, protein bars, things like that. Can’t snack on Chex Mix all day long. You gotta have a water bottle and some vitamins.
Good! We take care of ourselves! I’m proud of you guys.
Graham: It’s been about a decade. When I was 20, we weren’t as conscientious about being healthy. And we have so much more gear now. Back in the day, it was a couple guitars and a bass. SOundcheck took 15 minutes. Now, it takes almost 2 hours to load in, soundcheck. It’s a little more physically intense than it used to be so you have to prepare yourself and be able to just do it. It’s not just oplkaying the show, you’ve got to be in shape enough to do the other things. Otherwise it’s truly miserable.
If you could be any superhero… or have a specific power, who or what would you choose?
Graham: Umm I’ve always kind of been drawn to Batman. He’s just a regular dude that’s trying his best. I mean, regular, filthy rich guy. He’s just kind of like a weird guy doing his thing.
A superpower? I think being able to hold a book by the covers and absorb everything that’s in the book. Like, all at once. That would be incredible. It would save a lot of time.
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Michigan Rattlers play Encore at the Uptown Theater on March 12. Waving From A Sea is out now. Check out the “Lilacs Bloom” video here.
