conan gray’s “this song” feels like watching an old love on tape

conan gray’s “this song” feels like watching an old love on tape

Conan Gray has always made heartbreak sound cinematic, but in the music video for “This Song,” he leans fully into visual poetry, backdropped by small-town Texas skies, the nostalgia of youth, and the ache of something left unsaid. Shot on film and directed by Moon Shynin, the video stars Gray and actor Corey Fogelmanis, both playing lovers locked in a quiet, unresolved orbit. From stolen glances across dimly lit diners to an emotionally loaded first on-screen kiss, it’s a haunting introduction to Wishbone, Gray’s upcoming album, due out August 15.

The music video doesn’t tell a story in linear terms. It floats. Much like the song itself, the visual narrative exists in memory and metaphor more than clear chronology. It’s nostalgic without being kitschy, romantic without requiring words. The intimacy between the two characters feels lived-in… gentle, familiar, and quietly devastating in its mundanity. These aren’t grand cinematic lovers; they’re real people in the in-between, suspended in the echo of something that might have already ended.

Then, the kiss. A moment fans have buzzed about as Gray’s first on-screen kiss, it lands with more sadness than celebration. It’s not a moment of passion, but one of acceptance. A soft surrender to everything left unsaid. That’s the power of “This Song.” Nothing explodes. Nothing resolves. It just lingers.

Produced by Ethan Gruska, “This Song” doesn’t rely on sonic spectacle to hit hard. It simmers in longing, filled with slow, pulsing instrumentation and restrained vocals that unravel like a late-night journal entry. The lyrics linger in that liminal space when memories start looping louder than reality. Fans are already calling it Gray’s first true love song, and in many ways, it is. It’s vulnerable without being self-pitying, romantic without being grandiose, and devastatingly honest in how it captures the feeling of being left behind.

Gray’s reflections on the track (shared via Instagram) make the video all the more poignant. He compares relationships to a wishbone ritual: two people making a wish, pulling until something breaks, and only one person walking away with the long end. That metaphor shapes the emotional palette of “This Song.” There’s no revenge arc here, no triumphant solo glow-up. Just the ache of an ending you didn’t see coming until it shattered in your hands.  

What makes this video stand out in Gray’s visual catalog is how understated it is. There’s no high-concept drama, no surreal worldbuilding like in some of his previous videos. Instead, it’s the color of Corey’s sweatshirt, the distant look in Gray’s eyes, the awkward space between their hands in the car. Director Moon Shynin lets us sit in the discomfort of things unsaid. Combined with the grain of the film and the dusky, warm palette, the video feels like something found in a box years later, watched with a lump in the throat.

“This Song” marks the beginning of Gray’s Wishbone era! An album born from 300 unreleased tracks, written in basements and between tour stops, in hotel sheets and long cab rides. And if this single is any indication, Wishbone might be his most personal work yet: disillusioned, self-aware, and softly soul-searching. A story of choosing people who are already halfway out the door and finally asking why.

Watch the video and prepare yourself for the August heartbreak. This is Conan Gray not as the heartbroken teen pop star, but as a young adult sifting through what it means to trust, to lose, and to love anyway.

heartwells is bringing punk back with their new single and music video “piss n’ gums”

heartwells is bringing punk back with their new single and music video “piss n’ gums”

Rising California punk band Heartwells, made up of Justin Tauch (guitar), Dave Mariano (bass), Chris Stout (drums), and Sam Peterson (guitar) are releasing their new EP Ollie on July 8th. Heartwells’ new single “Piss n’ Gums” is out now, as is the music video for the song. Heartwells is a relatively new and upcoming band, releasing their debut album “The New Old School” in June 2024. 

A rage room filled with graffiti and broken skateboards is where we find the band in this music video. The video cuts between shots of the band performing and a rage room, all in the same background of neon green and red graffiti. The aesthetic feels like you’ve just entered a skate park in 2005, and despite the smashing of glass and loud punk production, there’s something comforting about it. For the two minutes of the video, you’re at a house party in an era that no longer exists.

The rage room serves for more than just a background, as “Piss n’ Gums” is about how sometimes life feels like beating after beating. But it’s also about learning to deal with these troubles, and embrace the challenges of the world as part of life. As Justin Tauch (or JT) says about the song: “Life is like a Dom ready to crack a whip on you when you least expect it. Might as well learn to enjoy it!” 

“Piss n’ Gums” feels like a familiar comfort to those who miss the era of punk. In an era where pop music and electronic sounds dominate the charts, hearing bass licks and straight up drums is a nice deviation from the norm. And maybe this comes from the more natural production of the song. JT said his vocals for “Piss n’ Gums” were done in one take.

The song and video are an eclectic mix of both punk rage and some fun moments, which I think do a wonderful job reflecting what is so compelling about Heartwells as a whole. 

la raca flaca speaks to love’s staying power on “peaks and valleys”

la raca flaca speaks to love’s staying power on “peaks and valleys”

La Raca Flaca taps into a new-age pop nostalgia on her most recent track “Peaks and Valleys.” “Peaks and Valleys” is an earnest pop track that explores love’s staying power, and its resistance to outside forces. 

The song begins with a string arrangement that leans into the romance and allure of the track. La Raca Flaca’s voice then takes charge and with it comes a backing full of bass and synthy beats. 

Her lyrics are conversational and are delivered as such, as she speaks to her lover directly, letting them know that outside barriers will not inhibit her love.

“Peaks and Valleys” chorus uplifts the narrative of the song as she further enforces her love’s staying power, and her confidence towards her relationship and its longevity. Her voice becomes stronger, and her message becomes even more powerful when she sings, “This special love will find a way.”

Throughout the verses, La Raca Flaca calls out to her lover creating an intimate bond within the song, and letting us in on her romance and its vulnerability. The song speaks to a greater union and alliance as she emphasizes the power that is created when her and her lover come together. The simplicity of the backing track gives La Raca Flaca the chance to speak to her lover with no distractions, and keeps the focus on her lyrics which are a declaration of unified love.

La Raca Flaca also released a music video which emphasizes the song’s title, “Peaks and Valleys”, as she walks through and exists within nature.

“Peaks and Valleys” is a testament to love and devotion, and La Raca Flaca’s lyrics capture the importance of the human ability to trust in love completely. This song is perfect for long distance relationships, reconnecting with a former flame, or really any relationship that’s ever had some sort of barrier. If you love emotional pop ballads, this one’s for you.

kristen ford is an undeniable force in the anthemic and career defining “wild heart”

kristen ford is an undeniable force in the anthemic and career defining “wild heart”

Kristen Ford has left the breaking point far behind her. On “Wild Heart”, the latest single from Ford’s upcoming album Pinto, the LA based and Nashville grown singer-songwriter goes farther than ever before. Produced by John Driskell Hopkins and Kristen Ford, the track is a proud entry into the canon of defiant, inspirational queer anthems. 

The five minute track confronts rising waves of bigotry in the United States with a crisp drumline and catchy chorus. From the start, it’s explosive and irresistible. In the first 20 seconds, Ford can be heard shouting over a rising, whirring sound. All of it is reminiscent of falling into an abyss. The track then shatters its own ceiling with a snappy bassline and punchy guitar riff. “I’ll be the hero,” Ford croons in her distinctive, rasped voice. This opening line sets the scene for the rest of the song.

Lyrically, Ford does not hold back. There’s no mistaking what the song is about. Ford is proud in her delivery of lines that proudly promise she, and her community, will not back down from the fight for LGBT+ rights. For Ford, there’s no mistaking that trans and nonbinary people are integral to this fight. The song’s bridge is an unmistakable description of the transgender pride flag. In other words, Ford wants to make sure there’s no room for confusion. 

This clarity is important. Written in response to Tennessee’s anti-drag act, “Wild Heart” is a direct response to hatred that is no longer masked behind fake smiles and laughs. Ford understands that the time for niceties has passed.

The song is aptly named. When Ford sings, “I was born with a wild, wild heart,” you can’t help but feel galvanized. The track is both an exclamation from Ford herself and a battle call to the rest of us. No where is this more evident than when Ford callbacks to the opening chaos of the track, shouting, “Let’s go” over a wild explosion of sound. Her message is clear: we’ve passed the breaking point, now is the time for action.

The music video echoes these sentiments. Against a purple and picnic backgroup, Ford and her band celebrate their queer identity in front of a gathering of agitators. In the face of hatred, Ford and her group dance on. Ultimately, however, Ford preaches hopes. The video ends with this same crowd joining in on the celebration. For Ford, loves will always win. Her optimism is also seen in her belief that now is the perfect time to reclaim the narrative. “The rulebook has been thrown out by the current administration,” she says, “we can turn this disorder back on them and boldly create the world we want.”

This conviction is commendable in an artist like Ford. As a queer, biracial creative, Ford is no stranger to bigotry. Her upcoming album, “Pinto”, confronts the challenges she’s faced in her own time, while reconciling both past and future. Ford’s search for truth serves as the firm foundation for her ultimate message: you, no matter who you are, matter. “Wild Heart” is, in many ways, a culmination of Ford’s beliefs as an artist and human. There’s no room for doubt when she exclaims she was born for this. 

Ford’s upcoming album Pinto is out August 22nd, and is available for pre-order now. Catch Ford on tour this summer at the following dates:
June 13th – Huntsville, AL @ Lipz Lounge
June 14th – Atlanta, GA @ Red Light Cafe
June 15th – Nashville, TN @ 5 Spot
June 18th – Charleston, SC @ The Purple Buffalo
June 21st – Hoboken, NJ @ 503 Social Club
June 22nd – Worcester, MA @ Electric Haze
June 28 – Sioux Falls, SD @ The Den
June 29 – Minneapolis, MN @ Twin Cities Pride
July 4 – Madison, WI @ National Women’s Music Festival
July 7 – Des Moines, IA @ Lefty’s Live Music
July 9 – Columbus, OH @ Natalie’s
July 10 – Chicago, IL @ UncommonGround Lakeview
July 11 – Pittsburgh, PA @ Unitarian Church
July 12 – Binghampton, NY @ Atomic Tom’s
July 18 – Cambridge, MA @ The Burren Backroom
July 19 – Camden, CT @ Canteen
July 26 – Berkeley, CA @ The Starry Plough

cafuné confronts the reality of a digital world with new single and music video “e-asphyxiation” 

cafuné confronts the reality of a digital world with new single and music video “e-asphyxiation” 

The American alt-pop duo Cafuné, made up of musicians Noah Yoo and Sedona Schat, have released the single “e-Asphyxiation” off their upcoming album, Bite Reality. If you’re unaware of Cafuné, you may recognize their 3x Platinum song “Tek it” which went viral on Tiktok and was sampled in Lil Uzi Vert’s song “Red Moon.” With this online success, it’s unsurprising that Bite Reality finds the band questioning our current cultural moment where AI and social media encompass our lives. 

“e-Asphyxiation” is an expression of how exhausting social media can be, especially once fame is factored in. The lyrics describe the frustrations of our modern generation, where you have to display a certain persona online all the time. It’s definitely relatable for anyone who’s spent a little too long hovering over the post button on Instagram. You can see this in the chorus of the song:

I’m tied down too tight, by all these
Phone screen obligations, e-Asphyxiation
I can’t close my eyes with all these
Phone screen obligations, e-Asphyxiation

The music video’s focus is split, choosing to focus on both Noah Yoo and Sedona Schat performing the song simply, and hazier outlines of the musicians. The camera flashes back and forth between this more authentic performance and a foggy, distorted reality of Yoo and Schat. Cafuné’s music video is a reflection of this split persona that social media demands. And as the video comes to an end, we’ve lost the two musicians to that hazy reality. 

If “e-Asphyxiation” is anything to go by, Bite Reality might signal a different sound for Cafuné. While the song still fits the band’s alt-pop genre, there’s something more raw from the production side. More drums, more guitar, more straight vocals. We’ll have to wait for the rest of the album to see if it follows this pattern, but based on the lead single alone, this grit might be here to stay. 

CHECK OUT THE VIDEO HERE.

Bite Reality releases via Soundon on September 12. If you want to see more of Cafuné, the band recently announced upcoming dates for their North American Tour Alive Online. 

UPCOMING TOUR DATES
September 19 – Washington, DC – The Atlantis*
September 20 – Philadelphia, PA – The Fillmore – The Foundry*
September 22 – Boston, MA – Brighton Music Hall*
September 23 – Montréal, QC – Bar Le Ritz PDB*
September 24 – Toronto, ON – The Great Hall*
September 26 – Chicago, IL – Lincoln Hall*
September 27 – Madison, WI – High Noon Saloon*
September 30 – Denver, CO – Globe Hall*
October 2 – Salt Lake City, UT – Urban Lounge*
October 5 – Portland, OR – Mississippi Studios*
October 6 – Seattle, WA – The Crocodile – Madame Lou’s*
October 8 – San Francisco, CA – Bimbo’s 365 Club*
October 10 – Los Angeles, CA – Teragram Ballroom*
October 12 – Phoenix, AZ – The Rebel Lounge*
October 14 – Dallas, TX – House of Blues Dallas – Cambridge Room*
October 15 – Austin, TX – The Parish*
October 17 – Atlanta, GA – The Masquerade – Hell*
October 18 – Carrboro, NC – Cat’s Cradle – Backroom*
October 22 – Brooklyn, NY – Music Hall of Williamsburg*
*with support from crushed
All tour dates here

buick audra’s self-reflection is delivered with conviction in “it all belonged to me”

buick audra’s self-reflection is delivered with conviction in “it all belonged to me”

We’ve got less than a month until Nashville’s Buick Audra releases her latest, self-produced, full length project, titled ADULT CHILD. While we wait for that genius, the newest single off that album, “It All Belonged to Me,” and its accompanying video are now available.

She sings the song with a strength in the vocals and conviction in each lyric. The track itself was written to answer a question Buick Audra is often asked, if she ever returns to Miami, where she grew up. Explains Buick Audra:

I’m from this singular, weird, incredible place in the middle of the ocean, but my time in Miami was so informed by being moved back and forth between there and Boston, being claimed and unclaimed by assorted parental figures, and being mad to feel like I took up too much space… Miami belongs to me, even from here, and so does my kid self. It’s a reclamation, if a wildly bittersweet one.

“It All Belonged to Me” is a self-reflective piece about attachment and belonging to a place, another piece of this gorgeous concept album full of awareness and presence of mind. In the video, Buick Audra is basked in warm lighting, forefront to a blank wall or projector, as different images and moving art is cast over her. About the video, she expands:

This video was both beautiful and painful to put together. I gathered all of these pics of me taken in Miami between the ages of fifteen and about twenty-three, and they became the opening backdrop. I wanted the video to be about Miami from a distance, so Jerry looked for stock footage from the last 50 years and made that into the landscape both behind and on me as the song progressed. It was quite emotional to deliver the lyrics with the palms covering my face and body. Like an abstract baptism.

Video directed by Buick Audra & Jerry Roe | Video shot & edited by Jerry Roe | Written & produced by Buick Audra (Buick Audra Music, BMI) | Recorded by Justin Francis & Buick Audra | Mixed by Kurt Ballou at GodCity, Salem MA | Mastered by Brad Boatright at Audiosiege, Portland OR | Buick Audra – guitars & vocals | Kris Donegan – guitars | Jerry Roe – drums & percussion | Lex Price – bass