While I have listened to folk artist Jensen McRae’s sophomore album – which dropped in its entirety on Friday, April 25th – I Don’t Know How But They Found Me! in part a few times at this point, I have yet to sit down with the body of work from beginning to end. The album’s title itself is a Back to the Future quote, perhaps the standalone lighthearted aspect of this sonic adventure.
Here, my unapologetic thoughts as I experienced this heavy, beautiful 11-track masterpiece.
To note, the album was born from a period of time in McRae’s life and is semi-autobiographical. “More than anything, I am grateful to have made this album as a record of my transition into real womanhood,” she explains. “It’s me processing girlhood, with all its attendant naïveté and guilelessness and resistance to change, and emerging as an adult who is capable of forgiveness and transformation and measured optimism.”
The work begins with 2 minute, 48 second track “The Rearranger,” which effortlessly gives voice to the feeling of emptiness in a relationship (or, for some, situationship) that does not make plans. To me, this song is about a relationship that seems to have most everything you want, but feels slightly off.
“I Can Change Him” hit me the hardest on first listen. The song tells a story of a smitten relationship that can only get so far without forward momentum and change. We have all been in a relationship (or several) that presents its issues to work on together and through. The hope in McRae’s voice as the chorus comes in:
Maybe I, maybe I just love him Maybe I, maybe I just think All he needs is a little something Maybe that little something’s me Maybe I’ll be his exception And I’ll never be the same Maybe I, maybe I could change him Unless he doesn’t want to change
But you can’t expect yourself to be the change someone else needs in their life. They have to be willing to change, which is why the “Unless he doesn’t want to change” is so heartbreaking. It is almost as though, over the duration of the song, the narrator is coming to a slow realization that the only true thing she has change over is herself.
More heartbreak comes in third track “Savannah,” which was released alongside a Rena Johnson directed and produced video. The song – and its accompanying video – questions alternate life outcomes based on boundaries and how you make decisions in your life. You can acknowledge what once was and what could have been while also creating a life of your own design, and this song really drives that truth home.
Fourth track “Daffodils” examines a relationship plagued with substance abuse, the push and pull of the life that supports. From one line to the next, this dichotomy keeps the narrator in this cycle of bad to good on repeat, when everyone deserves better.
Anyone who has ever been a rule follower may identify with the lyrics of “Let Me Be Wrong,” which feels a bit revolutionary and positive when compared to its predecessors. The rasp in McRae’s vocals hits correctly at the end of the verses, as she encourages people to let her learn her own way. This song has Top 40 potential written all over it, something we can all get behind at the level of The Chicks or Shania Twain.
The cadence to this song is absolutely magnetic, as Jensen McRae sings “Novelty” with her velvety vocals. She tells it like it is in this track, fully aware that some people are into the novelty of a person, environment, or otherwise. And, worse off, she has been in this place before. Having any type of relationship with someone who isn’t invested in you as a human being can subdue the entire thrill of dating, and you can feel the ice and indifference as it comes to its conclusion.
“I Don’t Do Drugs” slows things down and simplifies them a bit. Singing of how healing isn’t linear, patterns permeate, and the familiar can be addictive, this is an eye-opening piece of art at just 2 minutes and 19 seconds in length.
After hearing “Tuesday,” I was wondering how Jensen could have possibly survived a one-sided relationship as severe is this — how anyone could. But this song also stirs up feelings in people who have felt unseen in their families, friendships, or romantic partnerships. With such conviction, this ballad is specific, intense, and relatable. Unkempt in some ways, it is tinged with fire from her emotions and the rasp in her vocals.
“Mother Wound” hits pivotal aspects of successful relationships — communication and expectation management (which, to its credit, comes from communication). For an artist who has referenced Biblical text and Jesus in other songs on this record, her ability to “read your cards right” and tap into intuition in other lines throughout this album encourages open-minded spirituality and trust, almost. This song is one of those times.
“Praying For Your Downfall” could be a take down track, as vindictive as I would be given the circumstances. However, the beauty in it is that she reads him for trash in the lyrics. Lines like “keep whistling, boy, I was never your dog” hit with an unrelenting attitude that she has more than earned. She repeats “I don’t need to see you fall down” as she releases her energy from the negativity. The bridge brings us out light as a feather, layered in a way you would almost expect from HAIM.
She ends the album with fan favorite “Massachusetts,” a track that gave her a little bit more momentum with listeners. The immediate reference to Batman hooked me when I saw her perform it on Kimmel (directly after Ben Affleck was a guest), but the idea of affiliating an entire place with a person is what kept my attention. As someone who has had the fortune of living in and traveling to many places, I associate these places with people and memories.
Every young relationship leaves stamps on your heart. Marks on your memory. But that doesn’t mean you have to keep it. You can keep the good, and release yourself from what belittled you and told you that you didn’t meet its expectations. This entire album is both a testament to the pain that so many people go through while they learn themselves and their partners, and a beacon for people who are nostalgic for sweet memories that didn’t necessarily pan out.
I Don’t Know How But They Found Me! is a massive feat of strength… for McRae and all of her collaborators. Listen to it dancing around your room on a rainy day, in an air conditioned metro car on your way to a weekend spot, or with the windows down in the sunshine. It will deliver an exuberance to your nervous system that outweighs the empathic, heavy nature of it all — and validates anything you have been through or are currently experiencing.
Americana sensation Eddy Lee Ryder releases her first LP titled Sweet Delusions today. This NY-based artist is gracing us with 11 beautifully made songs, each piece delivering a romantic and almost magical experience.
Ryder’s voice has a distinct country twang to it, with soft-spoken and whimsical tones. I absolutely love the layering done with her background vocals– it truly adds an angelic element to the entire ensemble. As a previous string musician myself, I believe the album’s classical musicality is nothing to gloss over; almost every song is blessed with a symphonic melody, made possible by effortless violin and piano riffs.
“Highwaymen”, the focus track of the album, is a perfect representation of the youthful side of Sweet Delusions. Ryder yearns to travel and finds solace in being on the road. In order to be with her, you have to understand that sometimes she needs to get away from it all– but that doesn’t mean she wants to be alone. Ryder is looking for a partner-in-crime to accompany her on all life’s journeys. As a homebody, I cannot relate, but I can definitely see the appeal of “Highwaymen” for people my age. This song was made for all the free-spirited girlies out there! The chorus goes:
I hear the highway’s my man Left my man for the highway If you want to be free you must do it my way~
Her song titles do well in describing the message underlying each song, gracing the audience with straightforward and relatable phrases. Songs like “Sweet Delusions”, “Bad Decisions” (my favorite of the whole album), and “Joke is on Me” showcase the self-deprecating aspect of looking back on romantic relationships. As the titles imply, Ryder holds onto beliefs that she knows are not likely, but desperately wants to believe in them. She even fantasizes about her love interest ditching his current lover to go after her instead– delusional right? She wants to be with him forever, quite literally singing that she refuses to let these delusions go.
The rest of Sweet Delusions is filled with purely delightful symphonies and vivid imagery. “Smoke and Mirrors” implies the obvious– everyone puts on a front; Ryder and everyone else knows the lives people display on social media are not real, but what she does know for certain is that her love and connection with her partner is real. There’s a verse in the song that goes “Now they’re all changing their looks, buying self-help books” which I can relate to wholeheartedly!
The last couple of songs of the album are what really bring the whole LP to life. In “Only Real Cowboy”, Ryder depicts herself as a cowboy-era vixen at a nearby saloon; she is watching in awe as her love interest takes on the big, bad sheriff in town. In “County Fair”, Ryder does a wonderful job at illustrating the almost surreal county fair experience: summer heat, loud attractions, and fast crowds. Best of all, this song encapsulates being in the moment. Going to the county fair is a great first-date idea for young couples. Ryder is once again reflecting on past times, looking back on a romantic experience she had with a boy in her youth.
Having DC-based bands Pretty Bitter and Flowerbomb join forces together on a project weirdly makes sense, which is why their split EP Take Me Out was so exciting to listen to. I’ve written about Pretty Bitter before (here, in a review of their single from January, “Roadkill”), and listening to a handful of Flowerbomb’s songs showed a lot of similarities between both bands, in terms of music and lyrics. Each has an indie sound rooted in throwback alternative rock trends, with obvious influences from grunge and shoegaze. Their songwriting focuses on raw, personal lyricism that draws on the backgrounds and experiences of their members, and the chemistry between each performer in the band is clear in every song or show.
Evan Weiss handled the production of the EP, which is comprised of five songs. It has two original songs from each band and a closer written and performed by both. As Take Me Out starts, it’s apparent that the tracklist was ordered so the songs complement each other. “Never Better” by Pretty Bitter and “Nothing to do with me” by Flowerbomb, the first two songs respectively, have obvious musical similarities and play to the strengths of both artists. Both are mid-tempo rock songs that, through careful production and mixing, have a focus on vocals and lyricism without sacrificing the abrasive guitar playing both bands frequently use. They’re both hugely enjoyable, with “Never Better” functioning as an almost new-wavey rock song, and “Nothing to do with me” being more rhythmic and focused on hard-rock riffs.
As the EP continues, the next pair of songs allows each band to experiment with some interesting genre pairings and new ideas. “youbuiltafinelife” by Pretty Bitter is a buffet of great musical textures, with the highlights being the funky bass playing and the hazy, dreamy atmosphere that comes through the production and keyboard effects. It’s slightly different for Pretty Bitter while still representing their sound. “I Always Knew” by Flowerbomb also combines a lot of ideas, working as a slow-burn indie rock song with grungy guitar distortions and bits of glittery synths. The EP closes on a track both bands worked on together, the title track “Take Me Out”. It’s the most unexpected musical diversion of the whole EP, with a jaunty, folky twang and featuring great steel pedal guitar playing. Both vocalists duet with each other, and they provide a good contrast with Mel Bleker’s soft and sweet vocals against Rachel Kline’s more gruff and dynamic singing. While it may not represent each band particularly well, it’s more emblematic of two groups of talented musicians having fun and creating art for their own sake.
Take Me Out is a hugely enjoyable diversion for both bands and makes one hope for more collaborations between the two in the future. Each group gets the chance to have the spotlight, as well as experiment and try new sounds that may not have fit on another release. Both Pretty Bitter and Flowerbomb recently performed together earlier this month at the Black Cat in DC with no more joint shows currently planned, though it would be shocking if the two didn’t cross paths again soon enough.
Indie rock outfit Cloud Cult has just released their LP album Alchemy Creek via the band’s very own Earthology records. Alchemy Creek consists of 11 songs including the beautiful recently-released single “The Universe Woke Up As You”, which can be read about here.
I can’t cover the first song of this album without gushing about its musicality. “Got Your Backpack Open That Backdoor” opens with a beautiful violin solo; rock music elements really shine through in the latter half of the song, as an electric guitar and drums carry the melody. The vocals, provided by Cloud Cult’s showman Craig Minowa, are sandwiched in between amazing instrumentals.
“I Am A Force Field” has a refreshingly techno-like beat. Despite its sci-fi vibe, the lyrics are clearly written as letters to one’s younger self. The song plays into the childlike desire to have superpowers and be invincible. In a more mature perspective, this would be the equivalent of being emotionally resilient and putting up a figurative ‘force field’ to protect oneself from any pain. I absolutely love the reference to Winnie the Pooh in this song– he’s my favorite fictional character of all time!
“Vision In A Field” is intended for those lacking mindfulness. Some people are so overwhelmed with everything that is going on and need to dissociate to a safe space, such as an open field as the song title implies. The song encourages the idea that sometimes it’s okay to run away from it all, especially if your circumstances are deteriorating your mental health.
“One Human Being” again pays tribute to the sci-fi theme this album embodies, yet it is oddly enough the most uniform song of the whole album– with a consistent tone and chord played throughout. The violin riff adds to the lull and calmness of the melody. Lyrics-wise, this song reinforces the fact that Alchemy Creek is an ode to youth. It’s about the desire to go back in time and guide one’s younger self, as diction like “we” or “my kid” refers to one’s inner child.
The meat of this album is “Tonight I Run Away”, a nostalgic song that reminds me greatly of the children’s book “Where the Wild Things Are” by Maurice Sendak. The meaning of the song is in the title: whoever is singing this song is on the run from something. It’s amazingly carefree, in both the melody and lyrics. It is by far my song of the whole album!
“Over And Out” provides a refreshing break from the pure rock elements of this album. The acoustic guitar and harmonica duo give this song a soulful country feel. The lyrics are as if Minowa is talking to someone through a radio and can only say a few words at a time. Out of everything he could say, he chooses to let the receiver know ‘it’ll get better.’ This song does an amazing job of illustrating the emotional pain he is going through.
“Something In Me Is Changing” is where Cloud Cult’s signature rock music makes a comeback. This is a great song to listen to if you are ready for a big change. Minowa, who I am assuming is talking to his younger self once again, contemplates leaving his small hometown for opportunities that are bigger and better– a very relatable desire for young people who are fed up with what their current life has to offer.
And of course, I cannot finish this album review without discussing Cloud Cult’s music video for their melancholy single “As Beautiful As It Hurts”. Our main man Minowa is seen playing a grand piano, illuminated by the sun shining through an open door. He’s rocking back and forth, implying he is hurting and is physically trying to comfort himself. In the next scene, Minowa is outside overlooking a shallow creek; he lets his bare feet touch the clear water. My favorite verse in the song is:
Try to make the most of my life Though I make mistakes all the time Forgive my foolish pride But please know I tried I need to think it’s going to be alright I need to think it’s going to be alright
When Minowa appears back at the piano, his chordophone music is accompanied by a beautiful violin solo at the last minute of the song. Because this video can be watched on YouTube Kids, it is once again reinforced that Cloud Cult makes family-friendly content that everyone can relate to.
“Let It All Out” is highlighted by its distinct, almost ethereal music sequence. I can see the intro being played as background music to many mindful yoga sessions. The violin and accompanying percussion instruments do a wonderful job of evoking an out-of-body experience. The drum beat picks up in the middle of the song, almost as if summoning the only lyrics of the song: “Let it all out. Let it all go all out.” This song is clearly about cathartic release, which is why it is fitting that this song is the longest out of the whole album.
The last song “Different Kind Of Day” perfectly sums up the entirety of Alchemy Creek. It’s self-deprecating, and a little sad, but hopeful and encouraging by the end. As the title implies, Minowa is betting on a ‘different kind of day.’ And as the music picks up, we as listeners all hope that today will be a better day. I hope you all enjoy the album as much as I did!
Confirmed Cloud Cult US Headline Tour Dates & Festivals: August 9 @ People Festival in Yuba, WI August 28 @ The Sinclair in Boston, MA August 29 @ Le Poisson Rouge in New York, NY (Almost Sold-Out!) August 30 @ World Café Live in Philadelphia, PA August 31 @ Summer Entertainment Series in Fairfax, VA September 12 @ Neptune Theatre in Seattle, WA September 13 @ Aladdin Theater in Portland, OR September 27 @ Palace Theater in St. Paul, MN September 28 @ Palace Theater in St. Paul, MN (Sold-Out!) Alchemy Creek Tour continues in January including Nashville, Atlanta, Durham, Charleston, & more
There’s nothing like a good alternative rock release, and the self-titled debut EP from Soft No fits that bill entirely perfectly. Soft No came out only last week from the Philly-based band, made up of childhood friends Scott Signorino (guitar), Allie Lannutti (vocals, bass), Austin Lotz (guitar), Jon Martello (drums), and Kate Lowe (keyboard/synth). It features five tracks that were all produced by the band with Mark Watter, who’s done audio engineering work for both Alex G and Hop Along. Soft No has only been together for a little over a year now, with their sound still somewhat loose, with inspirations from several alt-rock subgenres and local Philly music scenes. This includes modern indie rock, 90s grunge, emo, metal, and most prominently – a lot of noisy shoegaze.
All of Soft No’s tracks are well-crafted pieces of noisy, dense, and heavy psychedelia that persistently grab your attention, even if they may lack distinction from each other. For a release that’s only five songs and 16 minutes long, this isn’t necessarily a bad thing. It functions more as a quick introduction to the band and their talents as opposed to an album that’s more chronological and focused as a full experience. Each track is wonderfully noisy and drenched in layers of instruments and textures. The opener “Keeping Tabs” earns comparison to classic noise rock acts like My Bloody Valentine, with the guitar playing and distortion being consistently impeccable throughout the album. Most of the other songs follow a similar formula with minor differences, such as touches of grunge on “Take Your Word”, metal on “Descender”, and an uptempo garage/punk sound on “Melting Timelines”. The latter tracks are easily my favorites, being just as abrasive as well as enjoyable and fun to rock out to. With a lot of shoegaze and noise rock, the vocals tend to blend into the background, but it feels more intentional here as they function more like an instrument in themselves. I also think the drumming and bass playing are key to many of these songs, as they provide a dynamic rhythm that keeps the songs from becoming too focused on atmosphere. Still, I’d like to hear more of the vocals and lyrics in later releases, even if they’re not what the band currently chooses to emphasize.
Soft No’s debut EP is instantly recommendable to fans of abrasive, heavy alt-rock and shoegaze, and really impressed me as I listened to it. The band’s tight chemistry is center-stage throughout, and I hope they keep working together when creating a more focused LP in the future.
Refreshing indie pop duo Lime Cordiale just released their full-length album Enough of The Sweet Talk on July 26th. The LP comprises 13 songs separated by four “French Cue” interludes. After listening to the whole album, I couldn’t help but compare their music to The Wiggles, an Australian-based music group known for their iconic tunes. Sure enough, after doing some research, Lime Cordiale hails from Sydney, Australia, and gives off the same vibes as the aforementioned, but with a mature coming-of-age twist.
The band is made up of brothers Louis and Oliver Leimbach, later joined by Brendan Champion on the trombone and James Jennings on the drums. The musicality of the album at its core is pop, with hints of indie rock shining through in the latter half of the album. The drums, electric guitar, and trombone make regular appearances throughout the album, with an electronic keyboard as a fun cameo added to a few of the songs.
The first part of the album feels amazingly carefree and pays tribute to romantic relationships. “Pedestal” and “The Milk Man” are perfect songs to jam out to, so much so that they paint vivid pictures many can relate to, whether it be slow-dancing at prom or having a summer fling at the beach. I can already see myself listening to these songs while I’m getting ready for a special night out!
“The Facts of Life” is where the album breaks out into more of a self-reflective realm. In my opinion, the song encourages you to pay attention to your surroundings and enjoy the smaller things life has to offer: chewing gum, ice cream, the birds and bees. Alternatively, “The Facts of Life” could also imply the feeling of sexual release, as evocative hot-and-cool imagery is used throughout the song. The next piece “Enough of The Sweet Talk” is as literal as it can get. As a listener, you can’t help but empathize with the brothers. Leimbach states that talking with this person (I assume a romantic partner) is frustrating because they truly won’t listen to him; it’s all meaningless sweet talk. Even if they share the meaning of life or the world is ending and they need someone to rely on, he still wouldn’t talk to them– opting to be alone despite such drastic conditions.
This brings me to my favorite piece of the entire album: “Happiness Season”. It’s a beautiful song wherein each lyric is punctuated by the drum’s beat and accentuated by an impressive trombone riff. Additionally, this piece really highlights the Leimbach brothers’ talents as tenor vocalists! My favorite part is the chorus:
She didn’t need me, I’ve been defeated, Oh that’s how it goes in happiness season She didn’t need me, I’ve been defeated, Oh that’s how it goes, imagine her leaving, with happiness season~
“When I’m Losing It” is where the album takes a serious turn. In this song, Leimbach is, for lack of a better term, head-over-heels crazy about his lover. He admits he gets jealous easily and always loses his nonchalance when he’s around her. Accompanying this self-deprecating streak are “Imposter Syndrome” and “The Big Reveal; Ou L’Hypocrite”. Both songs reveal feelings of bittersweet inadequacy. Leimbach doesn’t see his own appeal and cannot accept a compliment for his life. Leimbach is hiding a big secret under his stardom and it’s the fact that he’s a hypocrite living with imposter syndrome. To be honest I can see many young adults of my generation (Gen Z) relating to these songs the most. At the end of the day, whether we hold mid- to senior-level positions or amass thousands of followers, at one point in our lives we’ve all experienced imposter syndrome.
Another amazing song I would like to spotlight is “Country Club”. The lengthy trombone solo, reminiscent of New Orleans jazz, graciously allows listeners a moment to reflect on the message of the song. “Country Club” has an oddly psychedelic feel to it, with a catchy and hilarious chorus. This song narrates the life of a ‘nepo baby’ who cannot rely on their parent’s money anymore. Despite its advantages, having rich parents can actually be a disservice as the person in question doesn’t know how the real world works. Overall, it’s a great message anyone can take away from.
Ultimately, Enough of The Sweet Talk provides listeners with a wonderful range of life messages to learn from. In addition to love and heartbreak, the album touches upon the importance of self-reliance, staying humble, and the harm caused by your inner critic. These songs are going to be on repeat in my summer playlist and–dare I say– years to come!
